It’s very much a masochist cycle of reconstructing the foundation, and then deconstructing it to mere gravel. The tint on these rose colored glasses have faded, and the vivid images, and recollections of past occurrences have been groundedly invasive.
It’s very evident that I am who I am today because of who my parents once were, and till this day remain to be – Romantics, hopeless romantics. After nights of asking them individually about how they met, and how they fell in love, It ended tonight with the outcome of me breaking down infront of my mom.
It’s intolerable, and amongst everything that has been partially bearable this past year, it seems like this specific conundrum has put so many in so much unease – it’s when your train of thought happens to run on a track with no grease, creating an abrade screech that seizes you at any moment; Mental Disorders.
I think of you so often, and it’s hard not to do so – I’ve tried, but to no avail. In all honesty, It doesn’t shock me; I mean why would it, we’ve immersed into each other’s lives so immensely that it’s hard not to pick myself up and not be drenched with the imprinted thoughts that you’ve left behind.
It’s that time of year when the knits become wearable, when the evenings are longer, slightly chilly, and it’s when sitting outside is more than tolerable, or dare I say, a necessity.
Post KENZO X H&M – the long awaited collaboration that’s as dynamic as the fashion industry itself caused quite the uproar (No pun intended).
It took around three years for Solange Knowles to release her second album, and awhile the wait, we were all amidst things that never seemed to fuck, and being locked within our own closets. As for Banks, it was more of a waiting game (pun intended).
Change; It’s what causes things to crumble, and reform. Perceived as an inevitable factor in life, It doesn’t necessarily bring good with it, but that’s all based on how you view it – I guess?
Crossroads; the movie is the first memory that I can recall of Britney Spears. Sure, It was about coming of age, it was about a dramatic plot, and dare I say a chic flic, but disregarding that all, It was genuine, It was more of Britney before finding her gene, and after she did, she morphed into the pop icon that we obsess about today – Britney Spears.
Vulnerability; god forbid that we speak about it out loud, but it’s a feeling that we try to hide, and eventually talk about after maybe the 5th glass of merlot, an emotional get together with your best friend, or when you talk to that special someone and accidentally lay all of your issues, worries, and emotional roller coaster stories on a silver platter. Read more…